Today we had our first dinner at Al-Ameen as a big bunch of us. Caught up on alot of stuffs and of course there were many concerns being brought up which was tooo... Much for me to take i guess? Now i can't sleep really well, it's the first time it got this bad cause i really really felt that i failed when it comes to my reponsibilities. Pretty much useless i guess? Now when i close my eyes to sleep, i see my friends who are teary. So now what? How am i supposed to sleep like that? Wished this didn't happened, the concerns and stuffs. I really wanna drink now ._. i think my bro dont wan me to be this way. Thanks ah wei :) when u try to tell me i can play sims3 to destress as well. :) hehehs. But too bad i dont have enough money now to get a drink, so am tryna force myself to sleep in one way or the other then :) am soooo happy we managed to meet up today! ^^ i truely am! Love you guys yknow~ been always constantly missing u all. So next time u all sneeze ah, confirm it's LOLITA FONG's fault ;)

Take care dearies :)