Let's see... just feeling utter crap about some shit that just happened in something i LOVE the most, something which i don't USE to mind waking up at 5am plus to attend their activities, something which i DON'T mind burning my holidays for, something which i LEAST expected to get disappointment in...

just wondering why they often say, "you didn't contribute much..." and all... cause in time to come, as the same old ppl says "they cannot make it, they cannot make it, the drive to approach them for help again just ends there.... so they seldom provide the details to those ppl and thus, all the stuffs happens... but.. i guess it's also my fault for not asking them. Come to think of it, Nothing can be perfect, but only can be at its best.=D

I attend activities because I don't want my colleagues to be tired, by providing an extra hand for them, an extra mind for them, an extra leg for them, in whatever ways i can help. Sometimes, if it means that i turn up for the event, lacking of sleep, could provide my colleagues more sleep, I'D not mind.

anw, just SINCERELY hope that this family won't fall apart as it took ALOT of effort to make it grow THIS big. But sometimes, i can also understand that a group too big might also be difficult to handle and maintain the relationships. Just hoping and trying my best to try to keep this family together as an individual.

I STILL OWE MY YCKSS kids A PRIZE FROM ME FOR A GREAT EFFORT IN ATC!! =D SEE YOU SOON IN YOUR CAMP!! ^^

~tak cares`

Peace~! (check out what time this post is created! =D) hees~